again idk why but this is for u.
once this happened to me.
when i was in form 5.
one of my dormmate went to addmaths workshop.
it was held at intersaber.
she went for 3 days.
she was like u.
the reason i could stand there.
the reason i kept strong and walk.
the reason i felt safe and alive.
the reason i felt appreciated.
during her absence i felt lost. empty.
dont know why.
for 3 days i kept crying.
yet till the others afraid to ask me why.
i slept on her bed.
wrote on her note that i miss her.
i sat in my locker. again crying.
and now im feeling it again.
cause i miss u.