09 October 2013

boggo shippo yoboo

In The Name of Allah The Most Gracious The Most Merciful
Peace be upon u
Praise be to Allah

hoyeahhhhh! alhamdulillah first sem is over now. worry bout the result tp in shaa Allah He knows what is the best for His slave. so, keep on praying. keep playing the role of a daie. subhanallah bile cuti ni byk le haii dugaan. even just for 2 weeks. anything can happen in a second. okay, the entry for today is.... lihat tajuknya dehh. hihik apekahhh aku nak merepek kali ni. 

specially dedicated to YOU :)
si budak mata lawa.
hey there. assalamualaikum. how are u? hows home?
baru sekejap tak jumpe dah rindu. betul ke rindu ni?
heheh betul lerrr. tak caya dah. dok diam je.
okeh lets get it start.
u succeed in stealing my heart.
yes u STOLE my heart. the heart of mine. 
same je la kan. kihkih.
tak faham eh dgn phrase tu? atau buat2 tak faham?
budak masyi takkan tak faham kann.
nampak la saje nak kite jujur. haha. sokay sorite. proceed.
why did i say so?
first of all, ingat tak i asked u before 'camne kite boleh rapat ek?'
it started from the gathering kat bilik iron. am i right?
i sat beside u. at the same time u're playing hill climb racing.
once i saw u're playing that game with ur s4 tu terus kite approach awk.
i said 'tu faveret game kiteeee. hehe'
so the conversation of new young kids yg baru jumpe n kenal bermula.
then kite mule la kamcing sesikit bile awk panggil syu 'chomel'
and i called u 'princess' haha lawak jugak kan
day by day, alhamdulillah we get closer. 
idk why but i found something unique in u.
plus bile tau awk masyi habis n mcm2 lg kelebihan awk tu, i was amazed.
seriously, i felt proud eventhough we've never get to know each other before
since that time kite tanam azam kot nak jadi mcm awak
walaupun kite tahu nak jd cmtu tak semudah abc atau petik jari nak bg bunyi
i prayed to Allah to keep our heart together on the right track. friend because of Him
cause i know i'll never be apart of Him if i'm with u. got my point right? okay nice.
and biase lah, lumrah in friendship kan. mane ade persahabatan yg takkan diuji. 
even benda tu kecik kemain je tapi effect besau kot. phewww~ tapi takpe 
ujian tu mematangkan kite
mewarnai hidup yg kadangkala hanya dihiasi lapisan putih + hitam je
(ape kite cakap ni. ok abaikan. sambung. hoho)
nak jadikan ceghita, tak tau apasal tp kite 'urubmec' bile awk rapat dgn org lain
ehh? haha okay ni lawak. sangatttt.
sampai nak merajuk la hape la bagai. nampak tak tak matang tu.
tp kite teringat dgn ape yg kwn2 n akak2 ckp dulu mase kt sekolah

" persahabatan tu kalau betul2 kerana Allah, mmg ujiannye hebat. sehebat cita2 kite nak berjalan seiring dgn sahabat yang disayangi ke syurga. impian kite smua besar menggunung. tp tak pernah ready utk hadapi ujian sehebat itu. so cemane tu? "

" kite ni, bile bersahabat lebih baik banyak memberi drpd menerima. kite tak boleh expect sahabat kite tu akan sayang kite mcm mane kite syg dia. okay? so doalah pada Allah. itu solusi terbaik. bile rase rindu dia, rase jauh sikit ngn dia, sedih @ cemburu tengok dia dgn org lain, doakan dia. maka, hati kite akan tenang in shaa Allah. kuat la sayang2ku, bile diuji ni baru kite rase kemanisan bersahabat tu "

okay, smua tu throwback belaka ye. ngehehe.
tapi mmg tu la yg kite rase n i did it if i feel so.
then, kite akan okay balik la kan. hehe alhamdulillah. thank u Allah.
so, dah faham kenapa kite kate awk berjaya curik hati kite?
sebab bile nmpk awk, kite rase satu ketenangan yg tak mmpu nak diucap.
bile dgn awak, kite rase satu kekuatan yang mmpu buat kite kuat hadapi ape2 ujian mendatang,
bile ckp dgn awk, kite rase ade satu keyakinan yg sentiasa sokong kite utk terus ke hadapan,
bile solat sebelah awk, kite rase terdorong utk terus and terus buat amal ibadah,
bile dengar awk ngaji, subhanallah. biar Allah je yg tahu ape kite rase. smpai jadi segan dgn awk.
thats why dah depan mate pun mencari, bile tak nampak lagi la mencari. haha (poyo)

kite ckp cmni, bukan nak ikat awk utk stay dgn kite selamanye. no.
cause i know smua ni pinjaman Allah semata yg satu hari nnt pasti akn ditarik nikmat ni.
lepas ni, jgn takut pulak utk get close dgn org lain.
i wont forbid u. im just okay. sebab smua tu tarbiyyah dr Allah.
well hidup ni adalah proses tarbiyyah kan?
it needs sacrifices. it takes time.
orang yang berjaya n beriman ialah mereka yg rela ditarbiyyah.
so, i have to face this. i have to think the way to overcome my weaknesses.
so, just be chill. hehe trademark kite kan. hewhew~
em byk betul kite cakap kann. huahaua. enough la dlu. 
the rest, let Allah keep the secret of mine. hehehe.
okay, sayang awak. aishiteru. saranghae. uhibbuki fillah.
jazakillahu khairan kathira ala kulli haal.
asiiiiff jiddan. till we meet again.
salam sayang, shake.



1 comment:

  1. maka beruntunglah beliau mempunyai seorang kawan sehebat cahaya kesyukuran :)

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